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Coffee and Cannabis

There really isn’t any better way to start the day
Off to try to organize stuff for school.
Time to kill my high! -.- 

Have you ever….

thehopelessness:

Been scared to eat just ONE tiny thing because you thin it’ll fuc everythin up? I am. I am so scared that since I finally am able to somewhat for into my old size kid jeans that’s by eating something will make me gain. I don’t know how I even got into them. They won’t button but that’s understandable.. There from 5th grade.

Feel better. It’s thanksgiving, seeing everyone eating so much, and the pressure thats on you because your mom cooked all day is making you feel bad about eating anything.

And also, rice is only calories, have you been taking vitamins? When you have an eating disorder it’s very important. 

I just realized I destroyed my parents sex life.

I slept in my parents room till I was like 10. Hahahah. No wonder why they’re so mad at each other.  

@thehopelessness

Remember what I said before, you don’t have to worry about yourself so much. But weighing yourself is a good idea. You keep on asking whats skinny, when you already are.

SORRY, I’m baked. 

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MOOOM WTFF?

DUUUUUDE, I HAD PLANS. I was gunna get baked before dinner.
NOT GO TO YOUR FRIENDS HOUSE AND HAVE TO BE SOBER. Can you just leave the turkey here and you go? Please? I can’t even make hash brownies cause your hogging all the oven space… But it’s okay, I’ll get you back and get my fix, I replaced the olive oil with weed infused olive oil. PREPARE TO GET BLITZED.

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To show how thankful I am for all that I’ve been given.

I’m going to smoke so much, that I make Cheech and Chong look like Amish Nuns. After which, feast upon a 8 pound stuffed bird when the munchies settle in. Shortly after, collapse on my bed, and wake up two days later not remembering a thing… Let’s fucking do it.

It’s amazing how your view on life could change everything.

One minute I’m thinking of how great things are when you look at things in the right way, then immediately after, I just felt hopeless. It’s like the light switch turned off, and darkness consumed every task I had to do, and every thought I had.

What makes me think that way, I want to feel that way all the time.

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I’m taking less lexapro now, and god, I feel much better.

What the fuck’s wrong with my therapist for giving me that poison.
What is it, are you too stupid to realize the symptoms of Bipolar Disorder? Or do you hate me, and you want to see me squirm.
Were you thinking “Lets see, 95% of the symptoms are Bipolar Disorder. But since he has a lot of stress. Lets just give him THE ONLY TWO MEDICINES THAT MAKE BIPOLAR DISORDER WORSE… Yepp. Sounds like a great idea. Lets not only do that, lets give him DOUBLE THE DOSE THAT PEOPLE WITH PERMANENT BRAIN DAMAGE ARE GIVEN. WAIT, THERES MORE. In our first visit, when you personally asked us if we had a history of Bipolar Disorder and we told you ON BOTH SIDES OF THE FAMILY.
And it’s a proven fact that it’s much more common to have this disorder when its in your family? Go to hell, bitch.